Love is all we have

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Wed, 24 Apr 2013 20:27:31 -0400

I wish I was good enough

Mon, 22 Apr 2013 20:22:25 -0400

I wish I was good enough

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Sat, 20 Apr 2013 22:32:42 -0400

I’ll remember that

Sat, 20 Apr 2013 22:27:04 -0400

I’ll remember that

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Sat, 20 Apr 2013 22:26:19 -0400

And you fucking broke my heart….thanks, asshole

Sat, 20 Apr 2013 22:26:02 -0400

And you fucking broke my heart….thanks, asshole

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Sun, 31 Mar 2013 20:57:43 -0400

disneyfansonly: Do you love Disney? This blog is everything...

Sun, 31 Mar 2013 20:56:23 -0400

disneyfansonly:

Do you love Disney? This blog is everything Disney!

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Sun, 31 Mar 2013 20:54:45 -0400

Life problems

Sun, 31 Mar 2013 20:53:55 -0400

I really hate to sound like a cry baby, and I wouldn’t normally post something like this in a public place like this, but no one knows who I am and I really just need somewhere to vent where I’m not going to get judged or made fun of.

I don’t have a bad life. I get along with my family for the most part. I have food on my plate, a roof over my head, and I’m lucky enough to be getting a good college education. And even though all that should make me happy, it doesn’t. I’m not happy. It feels like something is missing from my life and I don’t know what to do about it. I’ve never been diagnosed with depression or anxiety but lately, I just can’t seem to get out of this funk I’m in. I feel like I’m faking being happy more than I really am happy, and that scares me. The more I try to be happy for real, the more depressed I feel. I’m constantly surrounded by people but the more people that are around me, the more I feel alone.

I’m not stupid. I’m not going to do something like take my own life. I’d be lying if I said I’ve never thought about it before, but I think at some point in everyone’s life, they’ve contemplated it. Like i said though, I never would. Sometimes though, it all just seems like too much. I don’t know how much longer I can pretend before I completely snap and take it out on the people I care about.

Lately, I’ve been really missing my dad. He passed away when I was 5 after an accident with a bulldozer. It doesn’t make much sense for me to say that I miss him when I never really knew him, but sometimes it just feels like if he was here, things would be better. Then again, maybe they wouldn’t. How would I know? He’s not here. I just want to know how it feels to have the love of a father. I grew up with a stepfather who never showed my sisters and I any kind of affection. He called me fat on multiple occasions (not exactly in those words, but in some form). I just want to know that my father would have actually been a good one.

I guess that’s all. Sorry for boring you. I just needed to get that off my chest. Happy Easter!

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15 favourite Pitch Perfect quotes [#6]

Sun, 06 Jan 2013 20:25:40 -0500

15 favourite Pitch Perfect quotes [#6]

my-teen-quote: Are you a teen? This blog is just for you!

Sun, 06 Jan 2013 20:24:40 -0500

my-teen-quote:

Are you a teen? This blog is just for you!

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Sun, 06 Jan 2013 20:24:10 -0500

my-teen-quote: Are you a teen? This blog is just for you!

Sun, 06 Jan 2013 20:23:57 -0500

my-teen-quote:

Are you a teen? This blog is just for you!

Just letting everyone know that I’m the scum of the earth….that’s all.

Fri, 02 Nov 2012 10:27:34 -0400

Just letting everyone know that I’m the scum of the earth….that’s all.